Today I want to talk about a special group of women.
About a year and 1/2 ago I was in a lonely place...I was living in a new town, feeling isolated, and down. My critic was so loud in my head that I rarely felt whole and definitely did not love myself. Even if I was constantly active, doing or acheiving it didn't help. I could feel familiar clouds of doubt, fear, grief hovering...I had a strong desire to connect with women and create bonds out of spirit, creativity and love. I knew that being around other women would help me get through this scary time.

So I put a post up on craigslist inviting other women to join me in a supportive, spiritual and creative environment. We would come together as a circle once or twice a month to light a candle, share our life experiences, create together, share dreams, be mirrors for one another, encourage each other, and in many ways just be there.
As the months passed, we all have come together. It hasn't always been easy. But it has been real. I have grown and learned that it is possible to love myself. It is possible to have compassion and a renewed excitement about life. I have made it through really big challenges at work and in my relationships. I have discovered that I have wings.
Last night, I bade farewell to the group of women who have helped me grow stronger. They understood that I needed more time to spread my wings..to finally build my Zentherapy practice, to explore a future jewelry business, fuel my time in technology...and still have room to nurture my spirit on my own.
Each woman in the circle blessed me in their own way and gave me permission to follow my heart.
I cried because not only do I love myself, but they love me too...enough to let me go.
To Anne, Barbara, Leena, Lia and Nyla. I cherish your authentic selves. I wish you lives full of love, spirit and happiness.
Thank you for being part of mine.